I know I don't write like I used to. But I saw this quote not long ago and it's been stewing and sitting in my head since and I wa...

 It’s a cycle. Grief is a cycle that spins around and around and around. You wait for it to stop in one spot but it never does.  I’ve been t...

I didn’t share when David was sick on social media. It was such a crazy and scary time for us. It just felt better to keep it within a certa...

 The stage I’m in is officially survivor guilt I think. It might be worse than the angry stage I went through.  It physically hurts to be he...

  The title says it all . And yes. I’m counting.  Grief is something I’ve been in the midst of since my dad passed away. And I kind of want ...

  I read a eulogy today at my dad’s celebration of life. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. For those who couldn’t be there, t...

 I've taken a long break from this blog. I have enjoyed my privacy and my boys' privacy is important to me.  But something drew me b...